WHO'S KIDDING WHOM?

So a few months ago, I got back onto my blog, and thought WOW in a couple of months it will be a year since I've blogged. Not really in the mood to blog right then either, I told myself, well... when it does hit a year, I'll start blogging again and maybe no-one will notice. You see, it would be the same month on the blog, just a whole year later. Well, as you can see, I couldn't even manage to start back up when I hit a year. So my trick won't work. Who am I trying to kid anyways? I know I haven't blogged for over a year... it's my blog. The insanity that enters my brain sometimes. "Let's see, maybe I can kid myself?" Geesh! I really hope that I will continue to at least get some things down. I do have a confession to make however. Over this last year I have gotten on blogger, I just didn't write anything. I read a lot of blogs. I usually got on Heather Harris' or my daughter Alyse's blog and enjoyed trying to keep updated with people through their blogs. So, if you're in my ward or a friend or relative of Alyse's, I know a heck of a lot more about what has gone on with you this past year then you know about me. I must thank all of you. I have laughed, cried, worried and wondered with you. I have had days where what you wrote helped get me through what I'm going through. There were even times when I thought, "Hey, she's just as crazy as I am!" Although that's pretty much impossible! So, I thank you! And yes, I am Alive! Some days are easier than others, but when you think about it, it's that way for everyone. We all have our own set of trials and tribulations, and while some might not be as debilitating as mine can be at times, they certainly are as real, as troubling, and as crazy as mine. Some, I might add, make me grateful that I have the problems I have. A lot has gone on this last year, as it had the year before. Not all of it has been bad, in fact much of it was fantastic. I hope I can recapture some of those moments, and capture the ones to come.